I had this ongoing crush that started to consume me. I felt like I was being manipulated and controlled at every turn. I’d wake up thinking about my crush. I’d go to sleep with my crush. My crush went everywhere with me. My crush would sit with me at the airport as I waited for a plane, stood in line with me in WalMart, and even accompanied me when I visited my children and granddaughter in Utah. It was sick. I tried desperately to separate myself from my crush, but whenever I separated, I went back. I couldn’t help but reunite, although I knew that we’d have to start from scratch to make it work.