Go back to a time where you were not struggling, but surrendering to the wholeness of yourself. Before you came to this Planet Earth, this beautiful blue orb, you were in heaven, creating a new reality for yourself through choices, perceptions, willingness, surrender, vulnerability. Return to the time before time, where you understood the wholeness of Self, where simply surrendered to the greater love that you are. Just a wee little spirit in the universe, born from a star. Suddenly, inside of you, you desired to share your creativity, to feel a sense of discovery of Self. You desired to do more than simply exist. You wanted to fall in love with that existence. It was easy to love everything and everybody outside of yourself. But the richness and the exploration, the treasures, the presents were within you, and you desired to know this for certain, and so you began to journey to that beautiful blue orb within yourself; the entire world existing within.
And you came to the earth, and you desired to feel liberty, and so you incarnated into your mommy’s womb.
All of the decisions that you made before you were born are not etched in stone. They are decisions that you can change; decisions that you don’t necessarily even have to manifest in this lifetime. Certain ideologies that you carried in from birth went out the window the moment you were born. Suddenly you released your expectations. Suddenly you cast care to the wind. Suddenly you desired more than what you brought in, in the first place. You desired something different. You desired to change and to grow, to bend and to manifest even greater truths of self (for you never ever stop growing or learning ever) and so it came to the time where, in your mommy’s womb, you began to learn about confinement. First you are free, just a tiny tot, and you, floating there in the embryonic fluids within your mommy’s body listening to her heartbeat, listening to her work as she irons the shirts, listening to her talk about a friend, listening to her driving the car, listening to her footsteps, to her breath, to her thoughts, to her pains, to her love, to her ability to appreciate. You, my dear friends, privy to all that your mommy is, was, ever shall be, right there in your mommy’s womb, and it is within that experience that you grew, and soon became confined. Suddenly you are kicking, you want to be free! “There must be more! I want to be birthed!”
This school called Planet Earth is a school of change, of growth. It is an exploration of the unity within the diversity of life, within the diversity within you. You have the right to change your mind always. It is a God given right. You can choose, and so you do. And you are birthed on a particular day, in a particular month, in a particular year, and that date becomes a point of celebration year after year. And sometimes it becomes a point whereby you feel separate from the world; scared because you are getting older; fearful, panicked. For some it is simply a journey of joy, every year upon your birthday a celebration of you, wondrous, fabulous, remarkable you.